I want to give all praises to The Father, The Son Jesus Christ & The Holy Spirit for allowing me to have the ability and will to rid myself of physical pain and mental torment. What I’m about to share with you is from my personal experience which leaves me still truly amazed! This has been extremely difficult to organize and explain in writing. It is much easier to verbally share but here it is. If it seems difficult to follow try to read it from the perspective that I had minimal knowledge regarding demons and their capability during almost this entire experience until recently. I wish I knew back then what I know now. I had been involved in a startup company that was very exciting as well because of the picture that was painted in my mind that I was going to become a rich man if it indeed succeeded. Again, I stress deceitful. It wasn’t until recently Nov 2013 that I realized why I was really living in a nightmare. I want to first off state that the company I helped develop was ultimately controlled and manipulated by a person who was greedy, selfish, deceitful, grandiose, perverted, angry, hurt, spiritually lost which pretty much makes him I now categorize as being under serious demonic influence because none of that is what God wants of us. Since I had bought into his lies, deception, manipulation but not really understanding that this was what I bought into, it made me extremely blind to this person’s evil ways. I was tricked the entire time because my eyes were wide open thinking about dollar signs – again greed by masked deceit. I was always tempted with offerings of whores & drugs which I tried my best to avoid but sometimes it was in my face so much that it was hard to turn down every time when you are working with someone riddled with demons. Ok, so since I was blind to the bullshit I mentioned already, this made me unconsciously transform into a person that I did not want to be or never thought I could be. I was over worked and under paid which led me to become an angry, frustrated and a spiteful person. I was so frustrated that I was working my ass off but not getting rewarded because of the manipulation that I kept on believing like an idiot. Here this person in charge of the financial decisions of the company was living well, not having to worry about paying bills and having extra $ to do as he pleased with…..i.e. whores, drugs, expensive nights out etc. etc. & here I was living very tight. I became a complete asshole because I pretended that I was something I wasn’t – being a successful man, bullshitting my friends when they asked how well I was doing, spending money I could not afford to spend portraying like I had it and then scrounging here and there taking and selling product on the side which is more than wrong but I did it because I was working under a bullshit flag. I actually justified it by saying well he does it in every which way so why can’t I? Man I was lost. I actually started screwing the crazy broad that was in charge of inventory just so I could take product and hustle or sell it on the side for extra cash – weirdo shit. I justified it because that was what the controller manipulator person mentioned was doing in the first place screwing everyone every which way he could and zero empathy bc he was a complete sociopath. It was a complete recipe for disaster and I was living it. Gosh it makes me ill to my stomach thinking about it. So with the whores, the booze, the drugs, & the whole scene, I truly did not know what was going on or why struggle was happening in my life. Oh did I mention that landed myself in prison for a year and a half from 2010-2011?
Well after prison, I immediately jumped into a new intimate relationship with a woman back in early 2012 whom which I am still with today. It was like any new relationship; fresh, full of lust & excitement! Tons of good sex or what I thought was good (you will understand why I said that later). There was drinking, there were some drugs, there was lying, there was cheating, there denying, there was pretty much everything under the sun that was wrong & deceitful – again I will always go back to the false flag work situation I was under. The woman I became involved with in the new relationship had been through every bad thing you could even think about that could happen to a little girl growing up…..molestation, rape, malnourishment…. pretty much mistreatment on all levels possible. We were having a lot of sex and at the time I had no idea that we were exchanging demons back and forth like passing candy out on Halloween because we were not married – scripture explains this well. Let alone not knowing we were also passing other people’s demons back and forth that we had slept with or were sleeping with behind each other’s backs…..wow what a messy terrible time. I really believe this due to my experience and education. Remember how I always state lies, denies & deceit, well that was exactly what it was and it thrives and owns you when you are practicing a lifestyle like that. Anyway, 2012 still – first weird wacky, crazy insane experience – I ended up getting this lower back pain (some sciatic nerve area) and it debilitated me for 2 weeks looking high and low for pain pills and then straight drugs which also kill pain. I will come back to this later and it will make sense. FYI, I am all over the place with this rough draft. I will edit 3x before it is better presentable. In no way shape or form do I consider evil, I only consider the demons to be evil. Ok random now, I shit you not I was sleeping next to her in her bed in her bedroom and I was wide awake but she was sleeping. Please excuse my language but I shit you not again, I witnessed 4-5 black silhouette tattered and cloaked entities circling in and out where the bedroom wall meets the ceiling. I’m dead sober perhaps a little sleep deprived I actually slapped myself several times in awe of what I was seeing with my own eyes kind of like when you slap yourself driving when you are almost falling asleep at the wheel. I even elbowed my girlfriend several times but she was zonked out by her sleeping pills which are a whole mother type of bad animal in itself more on that later. I watched and watched for about 15-20 minutes and then suddenly a white silhouette entity appeared in the middle of the room between where I was lying down and where the dark entities where coming in and out from. This white silhouette entity was sitting down in a tall chair resembling some sort of authority figure wearing some sort of crown. In my mind’s eye, I saw the white one as good and that the circling black tattered and torn looking entities were purely evil. The white entity reached up several times and diminished these dark entities like breaking up smoke. Thinking back I took this as the first sign that I am now a believer in something. Ok so time passes and I am still under the bs false flag hoax job. Not knowing that how we have been deceiving each other, my lady and I decide to move in together in Benson. Little did I know it was a recipe for a shit storm to come. I will always point back to what I was becoming so imagine the frustration, anger & addictions getting magnified x 10 her and me both took Jekyll and Hyde to another level. Treating each other great and then the straight opposite. Her sleeping pill addiction was ridiculous and my alcohol and drug habits went into overdrive. My lady and I got baptized in Standing Bear Lake by a crazy lady from Ghana – next revision details that lol. Anyway, we stopped doing each other wrong and decided that we could possibly make it through the shit storm and come out ok. No sleep work work work because I thought I was going to get something out of it – err wrong. That guy never intended to share any money generated. I find it funny and ironic that I was just out of prison and speaking with random chiefs of police on the phone all day everyday breaking into a law enforcement market to compete versus a monopoly Taser Intl to supply shock weapons to police forces. In my craziness I alone broke the product line into successful sales and it was exciting because of the uphill battle from 2007-2013 developing something from the ground up. But I had no idea that I was working on a bullshit lie and I was never ever going to be rewarded. Me and the engineering director both decided it was time to walk away but we both did not know that each other were doing the same. Funny but I ended up really getting to this man who I then found out had been doing deliverance for 12 years for free for people who were either demon influenced or fully demonized needing exorcisms. I got a decade’s worth of education from this man in less than 6 months which brings me to where I am now. All praises go to Jesus Christ Yeshua!!! I am now involved with him in a small business since beginning of this year and doors are opening which I see as blessings from above. I am on the right side now and I tell you that the only guilt I know of now is how long it took me to find my faith. I break down in tears of appreciation every time I think about it like right now. I plan on cleaning this thing up and filling in much more detail next revision. This is revision 2 btw b/c the first one was all over worse than this one. Loll I will get it fully finished hopefully more sooner than later.
Ok back to the crazy insane weird unimaginable juicy stuff. The entire week before my flight date out of town was scheduled, that pain I mentioned came back but not as bad. My mind was off but I noticed and said to my lady….I am not good right now kind of just not me and should be excited to leave town for a good work purpose. so I went out of town for this new business up in the deep woods of pacific northwest and stayed for 2 weeks to get a product design developed and I stayed at a retired marine colonel’s mountain home beautiful it had a 4 star apt above the garage and my biz partner gave me the one bdrm he had been staying in for a month and he stayed on the couch in the other room. You will see why I mention such detail. So 7 days passed and I still had a bit of pain in my lower back but not too bad. The 8th day I suddenly woke up at 2:30 am and I shit you not, I not only had pain in my lower back, but my hernia area, my groin, shooting pain down my right leg only and pure fear in my mind like no other. Oh did I leave out that my entire genitals were being squashed sort of like they would in a vice grip…..oh my lord what is happening to me. It felt like I had a sword in my back and several blades in my other areas and a vice grip. My junk was in the scariest most painful erection of erections. I started applying pressure on the painful areas with my hands but the pain was too intense I almost passed out for real. There was nothing I could do so I went into prayer and recited curse breaking prayers over and over. Whatever this thing was I realized that I was under demonic attack by some sort of perverted sex demon and it had me by the goods man. Worst thing ever, I would rather have an ISIS coward point an assault rifle at my head than go through that kind of physical torture again. But then again maybe not because I ended up rebuking that dirt bag demon from further torment. Anyway, back to the battle so an hour passed and it’s now 3; 30 and this evil thing left my body not once but twice and shot back into me and the pain came back exactly how it was before. So I then started prayer for the angels to come down and bind this by cord and sword and escort it down to the pits of hell where they belonged. This thing sort of hovered over above me and instilled the most fear I have ever felt in my 38 years. I could not see it but it left the room and left me alone. Check this out, this thing left the room like i said and it tried to infect my biz partner in the next room. I shit you not, he knocked on the door and peeked his head in and said what the heck was that? I said did you hear me or something, and he said no, something tried to bother me or whatever he said to me. I said no way man and so i got up and sat down and told him what happened. And i laugh every time now because he tells me almost exactly what it was….he says that was probably some Succubus spirit. I get a kick out of that everytime i say it. I had absolutely zero pain and felt peace again which is how I know the Holy Spirit had been with me. Praise Jesus Christ because I began reciting his name over and over and over and then some and stated that I rebuke evil in the blood of Christ and then called on the angels because this thing was powerful and did not want to leave me. It comes to mind did I mention that I have experienced pain for over 2 years since that time it first came into me? I am glad to say that I am completely pain free physically, mentally, & spiritually and I give praises only to The Father, the Son Jesus Christ Yeshua meaning (Savior) & THE Holy Spirit. Amen!